In one time forward lifetime no two people see the same rainbow. The will to know now, to be aware now is actively polluted by the I that wills not to be aware. The light that fractures into colours we can see through the prism can be sent back to white light the information that flows through the I cannot be sent back in one time forward lifetime. The ecology of a time forward lifetime of awareness is bound to a present in time forward where new understanding emerges in the present not the past.

The willing awareness in the present is not over against what is arising in our I.

is the milky tea, we can never know if all the milk was put in before or after the pouring of the tea, or what the milk was.

The complexity within which our self awareness arises is now more visible to us our unfounded fears and mystery