It was Me not I that was rejected in the blood of my mothers womb as evidenced by my blue upon birth. It was Me not I that was taken from my mother at two months because I was brown. It was Me not I that was held back from adoption by the hoteliers in Dublin by the Nuns because of my brown. It was Me not I that got double pneumonia in the final hell for some that was the infamoous orphanage of death. It was Me not I that was rescued by a defient mother who sacrificed all hope of respectability by saving me from that place.

The personal I that separated me from my actual interdependence came out in Me as mixed race when Me had been here for 4 years.